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By Myself (435)

from Pon Dat Very Day by Anthony Leonard Pierre

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BY MYSELF – 435

Sitting here … by Myself - between time an’ place
I’ve realized the suicidal mission of self-achievement
it has married Me to Loneliness
lingering pages of delusions
between the masturbation of Self-pity and dogma
I talked to Me and was answered to
do dig it out of My Head
then henceforth - go find her - and
blow her dumb-fucking brains to nowhere - that
for not answering Me - in low-class feistiness
even at that I’m a failure - explaining that
dutty-pussy stains-up embroidery baggies
a-leaving Artistry - here … by Myself.

As she laugh at My shivering
I wonder to ponder the indecision
that drips tears on placarded Mask
the masquerade is stained from the embarrassment
of My finned-fingers’ masturbations - attempts
with awkward fingers - I’m denied
the grapple of self-satisfaction
I am worst than fish out-of-water - here … by Myself.

The Mask … stained in this tired steer
is gazed in a position of anxiety
one that symbolizes depression in dealing with
disrespect and denigration
and - as now ... My Enough is dealing a declaration
enough of this self-pitied bullshit
Silence reasons wid Itself - here ... by Myself.

For as I blink - a reflex of doubt
it is I whom will miss the splatter
then - I would be brainless
no-one to put brains back … where it belongs
so I relax - as even My tears show - that
I am tired in My Loneliness and
where no wrenkin’ stench jostles My Aphrodisiac
I then try harder at enjoying Myself … by Myself.

So … to stop the migraines - I depress the Music
allowing the ‘balls’ to dance again
and from going suicidal in My madness
I press again - allowing Me to dance ... by Myself.

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from Pon Dat Very Day, released April 21, 2015

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